Monday, November 21, 2011


There has been an awesome miniseries on tv the last couple of weeks called vietnam. it is all about the vietnam war and it includes real footage firsthand accounts of what happened there during the war. i have been completely captivated by this series because it has made me feel more of an appreciation for my mom. my mom was born in vietnam and experienced the war at it's peak. she was lucky enough to get out of vietnam in the nick of time when she was only 21. I remember growing up and listening to my mom tell me stories about things she saw and went through over there: having to take care of her parents entire farm and her younger siblings all by herself only to have American soldiers come and burn down the farm and kill the animals (so the communists couldn't use them), having nightly "school" meetings so the communists could brainwash the children into thinking americans were bad and communism was good, coming home from school only to find out her neighbors were dead, hiding in bomb shelters and listening to bombs go off all night, living in constant fear and not knowing who to trust. seeing the footage from this show makes me cringe to know what my family and my mom went through over there. she is hands down the toughest woman i know, not just because of everything she went through in vietnam, but all the courage she has shown throughout her life. my mom truly is my hero. i am so grateful for all the soldiers who fight for what they believe in and fight to help keep people like my mom free.



Friday, November 11, 2011






i finally feel like i can begin a countdown to the big day! the weeks are beginning to fly by and i couldn't be any more happier. we got our engagements and bridals/groomals taken.... i think that has been my favorite part of the wedding process. with the help of some great people in my life everything is pretty much planned. i am so grateful for them because i am indecisive/have no idea how weddings work.
in other news, i finally have proof that my dad loves justin more than me. he bought justin a super nice full-suspension mountain bike for his birthday/wedding/christmas present. so nice. i am only slightly jealous, only because i am sick of riding a hard tail. but most of all i am happy that my dad is so excited to have another son.
ummm.... school is good. running is good. yada yada yada. nothing too new is going on. it is freezing in logan and it makes me not excited for winter. it has finally hit me that i am graduating this spring and i am freaking out a little. i am trying to figure out what to do with my life and it is kinda scary! this growing up thing is exciting but i wish there was some sort of manual or something that listed off all the things that are expected of me or all the things i need to be doing because i feel like no one is telling me!

back to wedding stuff (cause i can talk about it on here all i want its my blog):
1. i am excited
2. i feel weird about everyone staring at me all day
3. i am worried i am going to cry so much my face will just be a black blob from my makeup
4. bluegrass band, cinnamon rolls, hot chocolate bar. yussssss!
5. i can't wait to wear my dress and feel like a princess. and justin is gonna look way fly.

i know i know. i am being way into myself right now. shoot me.

more peekchurs:

just a teaser cause i know everyone really cares and there are TONS of people who read this blog. haha. hahahahahahahahahaha.